Sunday, July 20, 2014

Absence

The other side of the bed is empty as I wake,
The bed owns two beds, but just for keepsake...

The second empty coffee cup just sits there and stares,
That unused chair on the patio just no longer cares...

Absence hits me when I expect it the least,
It makes me feel alone among hundreds at a feast...

In warm sunny days, chills reach my bones,
Human life isn't meant to be spent alone...

Drag me to the foot of that generous tree,
Whose shade gave us time to share and just be...

Take me to that river, whose bank gave us seat,
And in its chilly waters, we dipped our feet...

Take me back to the day I made her swoon,
When she agreed to be mine, and we danced under the moon...

Absence is consuming me, yet has made me brave,
Drag what's left of me into the grave... 

When distances increase in miles and words.

Why must Poetry rhyme always, phonetics leave us with words less honest than what we originally intend to say.

Sometimes the beauty of the word is in that word and none else that makes it lyrical and uniform.

Words like thought must flow like water, formless, endless and shapeless, but true to form.

There is more to be said than words and thoughts say, 

There was a time, not long ago, when you were an arm away,

That gave me warmth in a place I can’t touch, even more when the arm’s distance was absent.

I tried in my thoughts to give it a reason, to give you a reason, to make sense of it all,

I have failed every day to put a finger on why

It felt right. It feels right.

And maybe that is enough

For now, for me, that is all that matters

That one moment of real love, when you feel it in places unknown to you,

When somehow the mundane is better, and when your smile starts from the soul.

 Yes that moment it is worth it all

A part of me belongs in you and I carry a bit of your smile, your cheeks, your hands, your angered brow, your navel. It all walks with me as much as I can fathom.

Moons and stars will be promised every day, downfalls will be weathered. The warmth of something real will stay.

Distances increase in miles and words, new pains must be endured

Heads must go under water

Because that when the suffocation ends, that one gasp of air is divine

That one hug is divine

That first kiss is divine. Every time.

That first moment in the morning is divine. Because it is real.     

Untainted, pure and just right.

I lose every time. And I want to lose. And I want to keep playing. 

I want to get hit in the wall. But I want to keep walking into it every waking moment of my life. It feels right.

With my imperfections, I feel complete yet so incomplete with myself. 

I feel further from you today than I will tomorrow and that gives me assurance.

Meanings of love change every day and every year. But core, the warmth, remains.

Friday, July 4, 2014

Daydreaming under her nose


The prof's wearing blue, her hair are unkept,
I'm sitting under her nose, so I haven't yet slept...

She talks about things, that make little sense,
Her accent is eastern & fishy, her voice is dense...

My thoughts are slowing, my eyelids gets heavy,
I dream of cross-country drives in an old school chevy...

From trade embargoes, my thoughts swim to sea,
I'm sailing across the waters, the breeze is as good as it can be...

There is a sea of sapphire all around my boat,
With my hands behind my head, I let life and time float...

My thoughts go round to the moon and back,
I snore in my seat, like an old man who has hit the sack...

She points at me and questions, she expects me to say,
I wake up and say "It depends" like a true MBA...

That was one close shave, she didn't ask any more,
Did she see my eyes shut? How loud was my snore?

I hoped the next lecture to be interesting, but it was not to be,
I sleep and fly to the mountains this time, and not the sea...